No matter how many times people tell you that they'll never leave, they somehow always end up doing it, one way or another. It's like they plan for it, get close to you, destroy those barriers you have put up, make you trust them, and then.. without notice, poof, they're gone. I've learned it's inevitable, not one person has stayed, so why bother really? No point in getting close to anyone if in the end, all that will result is you getting hurt. Yeah many of them really thought they weren't going to leave, that's the worst part. Or maybe the problem is just me, I'm too much for people to deal with, too complicated, too much of a mess.. am I the only one who feels like that? I hope, because it's a real shitty feeling, and if someone else does feel like that, then know that you're not alone.
How's thar for a first post huh?